Can't believe it's 2017 and I'm back on LJ but here we go!
I'm looking for two loki/thor fics and I'm afraid that they might have been deleted from ao3 because they're nowhere to be found and I combed through my history as much as I could.
The first one deals with Loki in the void and is a bit on the AU-ish side, after Loki falls from the Bifrost he's in the void surrounded by different coloured crystals (or something of the sort) and whenever he touches one of them he's transported to one of Thor's memories, some of them in his childhood and I think one or two in the future. It has a bit of a Time-Traveller's Wife vibe to it. Used to have it saved but then my old laptop died and I couldn't retrieve it.
The second one is quite a bit darker and I hope I remember it correctly. From what I remember Thor has been looking for Loki for quite some time on Midgard until he finds a man who looks exactly like him (it later does turn out to be Loki who essentially had a life in that incarnation without his memories), the first time they meet Thor scares of a potential client or something like that. One little bizzare detail I remember is that Thor gives Loki a kindle and chocolates with chilli as a present somewhere in the middle/towards the end of that fic.
[UPDATE:] I FINALLY REALISED WHAT THE 2ND ONE IS AND IT'S 'DREAM STATE' BY BOMB. however it's been deleted from ao3 SO I WOULD BE FOREVER GRATEFUL IF SOMEONE HAS A COPY!
[update] the time travel one is when you're feeling empty, keep me in your memory by altrutix. still looking for a copy!
ANY HELP WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED