I really need some help in finding a story that I read a few years ago on AO3 and has apparently been deleted because I just can't find it any longer.
I was very long Tom/Loki story (I think it was multi-chaptered but it could have been just one very long chapter) with at least 30K words, possibly a lot more.
Loki was behaving angry, hurt and violent (because of Odin exiling him to Midgard?) and he hurt Tom multiple times even when he was already living with him and had promised not to hurt him.
I remember a scene where they were touching each other/making out and Tom fell off the couch/bed and Loki would freak out for a moment because he thought he had accidentally hurt Tom again.
If anyone can help me find this story, I would be so relieved, it was one of my favorites.
Thanks in advance!