Looking for a Clint/Phil fic
I'm looking for a fic in which after Phil was brought back to life, he is falling apart. Clint finds out Phil is alive and meets up with him on the bus a couple times. Phil finds out Tony, Steve, and I think Bruce were partly responsible for bringing him back to life. He remembers seeing them behind the glass when he was on the table begging to be allowed to die. Clint and Phil are not happy with them after Phil remembers this. I remember Phil is writing the strange symbols and May is worried about him and I think she even calls Clint at one point maybe. I want to say this may have been a series or at least a multi chapter fic.