March 28th, 2017

Orly

LFS: Clint hides after the fall of Shield

I am looking for a fic I read some time ago and can only remember certain scenes of. It is set after Natasha put all the info about Shield into the world wide web. Clint is on a mission at that time and his handler is hydra, I think. He manages to get away but fakes his own death. I think he meets up with Bucky, but I am not sure.
What I remember is, that
a) Clint kills a bad guy in town and uses that corpse as a way to fake his own death.
b) Coulson and/or Natasha finding out and believing Clint dead and grieving. There is a line about how someone forced Hawkeye on his knees to kill him.
c) Clint secretly watches, but doesn't reveal himself.

I hope someone can help me find this again.