January 16th, 2019

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Looking for Loki in all the wrong places

Looking to get Loki stories I've misplaced for which I can't remember the name or author. *sigh*

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The one where Loki was slowly starving himself in prison and Odin tried to get him to talk, but he refused. Frigga sent Loki apples, but Loki knew better than to even touch them, lest her spells compell him to eat them. When he finally passed out, close to death from starvation, he was taken to the healing rooms and Eir kept him unconscious and fed him via stomach tube for WEEKS. When he was finally allowed to wake, Thor was by his side, and Loki thought he has just had a mishap on one of his brother's quests. It took him a bit to realize what had REALLY happened to him.

Loki told Odin and Frigga he's SORRY that he is taking so long to DIE, that he crumbled under the Mad Titan's torture and couldn't escape by dying, but he's still trying his hardest to die and save them the shame of having a Prince of the Realm go bad.

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The one where Loki thinks he's Odin's Black Ops operative, and does what Odin doesn't want to admit to needing to have done - like keeping the builder from finishing the wall, or cuddling up to a Vanir noble to get a treaty approved.

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Thanks for any help in identifying these!

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