FIC 1- AU fic set when Tony is a teenager when Afghanistan happens, Howard is still alive. He makes it home same as in the movie but is issue having with Howard trying to help, but he has been an absent father so long its not so easy. Clint and Natasha are his BFFs, I think it was maybe Clint/Tony pre-slash. He goes off to uni but is later withdrawn due to PTSD. Bruce was maybe his shrink?
FIC 2- Again Tony with PTSD - I'm really loving hurting him at the moment. He is shot or something on a mission, but when his teammates or a SHIELD medic applies pressure he freaks and goes back to Afghanistan, so he fights them - full on broken bones and strength that he should have when so injured terror response. Team!fic.
FIC 3- Hurting Clint this time, and a little hurt Tony. Turns out Loki also raped Clint when he had control, he isn't doing so well with it. Tony approaches him one night and explains in his multiple experience ignoring it and hoping it will go away doesn't work. Clint asks about the multiple experience and Tony explains about the first time he was raped (in uni drugged by a guy who wanted revenge on Howard), and 2 subsequent times.
Any and all help would be appreciated, pretty please! !