I can't find this fic at all. Help?
Loki and Steve are hit with a spell - I think by Amora during a fight, but I am not sure about that - and end up getting together.
I distinctly remember that the Avengers are searching for Loki because Steve is suffering under the spell, and he turns out to be holed up in a castle in Scotland or England somewhere.
Loki learns that Steve isn't doing well - I think he overhears Clint and Natasha searching in the abandoned castle where he lives? - and realizes that the spell will eventually kill Steve if they don't have sex. One scene that stood out is Loki testing out the effects of the spell on rats in the castle and being increasingly worried as they all die.
He kidnaps Steve and dub-con ensues, where both parties are interested but both are also under a mind-altering spell to make them interested. After it's over, Loki flees because he thinks Steve considers him a rapist.
Can anyone help?