i'm new to the fandom and i remember reading a fic when i first started looking at avengers fics and i really want to find it again now that i'm more into the fandom, maybe i can understand a few bits that i got stuck on a bit more?
in it i remember that the Avengers + Bucky were on a mission together and they got kidnapped/taken hostage. where a voice would come over the speaker and force Steve to relive things like Bucky falling of the train or him flying the valkyrie into the water? He forces Steve to live through his team's death where he then goes on a murderous rampage? i'm pretty sure it turned out to be Loki trying to get them together but not too sure on that i might be mixing it up.
But does this ring a bell to anyone? pleas i've been searching tags i thought were on it but i can't find it anywhere :(