I'm feeling rather cold at the moment, so I'm looking for something *fiery*. Okay, let me explain. I love Pepper, I really do. I think she's amazing. But I don't think she and Tony are meant for each other. As in. I love Tony too. But they're totally different people. Like, polar opposites. And while I understand the initial attraction I don't see anything in the long term. TBH while I love Steve/Tony too, I think Steve's too nice for Tony, who can be a dick at the best of times.
I'm looking for fics in which Tony gets together with Loki, and I don't particularly care about the circumstance, but I would like it to be (eventually) a monogamous relationship between them, but like no other. Something heated and fierce and rough. Not to say they don't love each other, and I'm not just looking for hot kinky sex either (though it helps). But something passionate, and burning. Because only Tony can understand the dark, desperate, angry, loneliness inside Loki, and vice versa. Am I making any sense?
So yes, essentially I'm looking for Frostiron fics, but on the dark side. I don't want Loki to turn out to be sweet and fluffy and romantic, and I don't want Tony to change into something he isn't just to have a relationship. And I want them to fit in their rough edges and anger and desperation, and knowing what it feels like to be unwanted and unloved and mistrusted at every turn.
God, I'm so sorry if I'm wasting your time with this! I really hope someone knows what I'm talking about and can help me out!
Thanks in advance!